Friday, June 29, 2012

Any Relief in Sight?

Nobody wants to think that there are cons of being pregnant, but this sickness is not a pro in my book. That in no way means that I regret being pregnant. No way!!! I have just felt miserable for the past month. Last weekend and yesterday were the worst days yet. I hope that everyone's assumption that after 12 weeks, I will feel better (I'll post about pet peeves later).

I can't get enough sleep. I want to sleep all day everyday. And this intense heat doesn't help. Our air conditioner kicks on every 5 minutes which doesn't make for a polite bill. But I can't go without the AC.

I can't eat anything without it making me sick. The toilet and I have a bond that crackers and 7UP cannot come between. Milk isn't my best friend anymore. At least to drink. I can only have it in cereal. I found this out last night. I was hurting so bad that I couldn't move my upper body. All I could do was kick my feet and squeeze whatever was near me. I went from the bed to the bathroom every 2-3 minutes for about an hour last night.

I am just ready to feel better. I know that the reward is amazing. I don't have to be reminded of that. I know that people are trying to help, but cliche statements as such don't help. They just further frustrate me. I apologize from anyone that I have been short with or a crab to. I just really haven't felt good at all. I work, I get home, I eat if I can, and then I go to bed. Believe me, I don't like it either.

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